This is me in Germany with my Nazi kitty, Diana. We didn’t have a camera so we found an artist by the name of Weener Lin to draw a picture of us. It was wonderful!
I’m feeling a lot better now. I’m still crushed, but I’m a lot better.
I’m still not ready to face a lot of things so I’ll just avoid them for now. I can’t avoid things forever, but I’m not ready yet. I’m still confused as to what to do, but I hope everything will turn out okay. Again, I think avoiding those things is the best option…at least for now.
I need to take a break from a lot of things right now. I’m going through that phase in life where you basically think there’s no hope. I’m depressed and I really need a break from certain things at the moment. Life was going so well until all this shit happened. What a gigantic shame.
Thank you Jenny and Julie-Ann for being there for me when I needed you guys the most. You guys supported me and everything. No words can explain how much both of you mean to me. I love you guys so much.
-Winnie
It’s 3 in the morning right now-almost 4. I just woke up from my “nap.” Awesome!
I still feel like shit. Awesome. It’s lasting a lot longer than I expected. I even feel worse now. Great, great.
So…I’m writing in this blog at 3 in the morning, listening to Rilo Kiley and just being a depressed emo kid. At least Rilo Kiley is somewhat cheering me up with their happy/neutral tunes. The lyrics are kind of depressing though. Oh well. I love you Rilo Kiley for cheering me up when I’m down. Thank you.
Now, I’m just rambling random junk. I guess I’ll just go back to sleep.
-Winnie
I feel so bad.
I want to tell you how sorry I am for wasting all your money, energy and time. This is my fault and I hate admitting it. I don’t put any effort into what I do and this is the outcome of it all. I feel like a shitty person and I have no one to blame but myself. I guess I just fail at life.
-Winnie
Pretty shitty day today.
I’m just glad I have Rilo Kiley to listen to on bad days like this.
-Winnie
Today: Chickened out. Failed.
Tomorrow: Last day. Must succeed or I’ll have to get 500 pictures of you-know-who.
Edit: This site looks so much damned cleaner without titles! I just realized yesterday that blog titles were optional! >:O
-Winnie
Past AIM convos
March 4, 2008
It’s getting kind of late and I should be sleeping, but I stayed up for the past hour reading AIM conversations from my freshman year and Brightwood days. Those conversations are old. I think they date back from 2-3 years ago.
They were interesting and funny. It just reminded me of how carefree we were back then. We watched as some of us cussed at each other for the stupidest reasons, tell secrets, etc. There wasn’t any drama involved or anything. Just kids being kids. Just rereading the conversations I had with friends who have somewhat distanced away.
I miss those days when we had such a strong bond. It’s funny how people gradually stop talking to each other as time goes by. In some cases, things change and the only thing that’s left is little fragments of your friends. I’m just glad I still have a few friends who I’m still close with.
Those past conversations just reminded me of Brightwood days and 8th grade graduation. A bit silly, I know. I just feel nostalgic when I read them. I should go to bed now or I’ll have a hard time waking up tomorrow.
-Winnie
1*22*73
February 24, 2008
Finished most of my homework yesterday. Went shopping today even though I’m going to go again soon. Haha. Got a load of crap.
My CD’s finally arrived yesterday. Yippie! I haven’t listened to them one on one yet though. I just got addicted to this song from one of the albums I downloaded a while ago.
Feeling really sluggish. Don’t feel like writing that much today.
-Winnie
